I think one of the worst things to go through is two human beings being so drawn to one another, as if one day you started talking and your soul just grew tentacles and just reached out and intertwined with theirs, and then the world is harsh so things don’t work out right then and there and having to ignore it for whatever reason and go on like you’re not intertwined. It’s like someone is handcuffed to you and people are like hey I have the key do you want it but you’re both in denial like no what are you talking about that’s not a thing were cool here move along but really you’re not cool you’re both just a bunch of soul tentacle ignorers hoping one day the timing is right.
I don’t really know why I’m putting this on here, but I guess just because I can and I because I want to reach out to a few people. I’ve been on my own for a while, as in not in a relationship, or involved with anyone, and I consider myself one of the people that’s mostly conquered that. I’m pretty Independent and and learning to love myself more and more everyday for exactly who I am but just like everything in life, at times, it gets hard. It’s hard to not have that emotional support from another person, it’s hard not to have anyone hold you and tell you it will be okay when you’ve had a hard day.. And it’s hard not feeling that connection with someone. I have a hard time connecting with people and so I tend to stay away from romance for the most part, I also tend to push people away who try because I am so picky and I pray God has a reason for that. I guess I’m just saying this goes out to the people who are alone in the same way too. It doesn’t mean you’re any less happy or content with yourself, it just means you crave human companionship and that’s normal, just know God sees your struggle and knows you feel lonely at times. Know that there are others are out there just like you who choose to not settle. Know there is a bigger plan for you. Here’s to us all finding that one person who God put on this earth just for us one day and doing all of the great things he has planted in our hearts for us to do.